I MISS YOU !!!

hey friends, i miss you guys, i miss my family, i miss my sister, hus and limau, i miss my bro harris and the most i miss for this moment is ijam. Its my mistake for ruin our friendship, its my mistake to make we lost contact forever, its my mistake for delete your number and ensure i cannot contact you anymore. I totally miss you ijam, i miss our moment but past stay past. I bet you have better life and meet new person unlike me, i just your online friends and we contact only for 3 years maybe. I must being like crazy people disturbing your day and night. To Fazril Izham bin ______, thanks for being my best buddy with sweet talk. You are the first person which are actually first sweet guy being my best buddy, other don't make it cause i really don't like sweet guy or maybe i have been your friend for 3 years, so i can adapt your sweet talk. Honestly it my mistake for not recognize what my heart wants and always confuse it.  I think i want to wait my dream guy ( the guy that always calm me in my dream whenever i feel sad or stress) but now never dream him anymore. Maybe he think that i'm enough stronger to handle all problem by myself or he think that i have friends beside me.