ASSIGNMENT AGAIN

hahahha i'm not going run from assignment cause it chase me until now. no matter i dislike to do, it still a lot of it. hahhahah just ignore me. i think to much today until my brain feel want to explode( just in dream). i want to share about the moment i'm with my housemate jiha, thia, fai, bella. this time dilla not with us. 

hahah fai= red skarf, thia the floral one, bella the purple one and jiha the leopard one. hahhah just implement " lets we take a selfie first". hahahhaha this picture was taken last sem i think. just miss the moment . we never know when we will be friends. but right now, i'm doing my assignment while thinking to the person that i'm only crush like an idiot girl again. my friends always tell me that i look like idiot person when it came to this chapter. hahahah lets forget it and start focus.hahhaha system analysis design need to submit tomorrow...

to bella and jiha, wait me for have whatsapp next sem. i will always contact you. hehhehe don't worry about me too much okay.

assignment + rindu

hah assignment vs miss what do you thing will be the winner. hahhahah of course both not the winner cause i'm the winner hahahha just a joke if you take it as a joke. redo time, assignment phase two, appeal, camp, my feel miss, its all happen to me. i miss my family, abah ibu, abg ashraf, adik mir, dekwad.. whaaaaa i miss them damn much. but now include one more person that i cannot hide my miss, my jealous. hurm i don't know what happen to me right now

be patient fie, you will come back home...

HEY YOU

 hey you, my dear FI, its hard to see you, i just waiting you all night cause i only can meet at night. hurm its seem like i'm the only one who like "syok sendiri", hahahhaha i'm totally idiot when its came into you. what should i do, i know you have crush on someone. do you get that person. hey crush be brave, don't be like me. hahahhaha #iwanttoseeyou face to face but its like we're still not meant to see each other yet

WHATS??????

he read my blog and he know that thing, how ashamed. i feel like i'm wanna keep my face under my bed. hey crush, this is my privacy, stop read it. it just  a place where i want to story everything about my feel. stop making me like this. Hey dear FI, if you doesn't like please don't give me any hope. it just i don't want my feel more hurt.

hahahaha i feel like i'm totally idiot girl chase a guy who doesn't want me. hahahaha...

biggest crush

yuhuuuuuu everybody has their own crush am i right. i don't know if this kind of feeling whether crush or i'm already fall in love with that. it just kind of sweet but at the same time painful for waiting that person even your deny that feel.

i never wish that person to be my first love. my special crush just i don't know why i love that person. am i stupid cause love the person even i don't know how he/her face. just kind of weird because all the time i get know him/her, we always argue like kid and i still remember all the moment. hurm i don't know what i'm writing now. just little crazy but my crush is the one of my best friend . i miss that person so much even i know that person already have the one that he love too. i'm always try to be cool even its hard. so i hope he doesn't get hurt what i'm trying to do. 

i hate him,

he just came when he needs me,

when i want to forget him, 

he reminds me old memory,

why been like this,

i hate this situation,

i hate to know that,

 i'm just supporting character,

in your life,

you never know me,

you been secret with me,

all the story about you, 

but i still miss you,

your my biggest crush,

i have been crush you,

a long time before.

so mr FI. i miss you but i know i'm not somebody special to you to tell those word to you. so i hope you'll be happy with your love.