love???

i don't know what i'm feeling right now. my friends told me that my feel to iz is just like. love is not like. hurm i also doesn't know. but when i meet my old friends mie. that feeling come in different ways. i always think everyday and every people i meet is damn cute just like mie. hurm but his my best buddy, and i don't think that he love me too. i told to my best friend jiha. she told mie what i'm feel and me to whatsapp mie. i do that with high level of nervous( it feel like i think i'm gonna married or something bad will happen to me). then i have shock fever, feel such a cold, heart beat increase. mie told me that he just think me like his sister even though we are same age. mie told me that what i feel maybe temporary but i don't know. it just happen without i realize. if i want, i don't want to fall in love with my best buddy. hurm i know he might not know this but i just feel bad for make this relationship more awkward because i told him the truth. the truth that i cannot lie but only pretend to be ok only. i hope you happy with your life me, that 3 days i spent to you is most good memory best friends.

my memory might not good enough to remember all thats, my health might not okay to be your best buddy until we all old, who knows perhaps i die first that all of you friends. if i die, pray for me. if i'm health right now, pray also for me. we prays for each others and make our life more happy and enjoy days.