why stress. hahhaha it because there is too much assignment to do, practical of computer system, mock interview, submit assignment system analysis design(sad), dad, pp. huhuhuhuhu my head wanna explode. its all must be tomorrow. whyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. yesterday i went to thia's cousin engagement, feel so bored, went i came back, i fall asleep and wake up this morning. hhahah too long time to sleep.
sad, why you come when time is not suitable, but thank to you crush aka ijam, well i must admit that i need to move on and forget him, i wish i can. can i block you ijam. i don't want to chat with you anymore. forgive for all my mistake. and i feel so ashamed that i have enough brave to tell you that i like you before this. like i said to hus and my mom, maybe i don't wanna get married. not because i don't want to have family, i want but i afraid i don't get a person who love me with their heart, i'm afraid, when i see many men are bad. not all men like playboy or such like love to play with others heart. i admit, maybe i'm too childish to say like this because i doesn't have experience but i said what i have seen in my daily life and married is such a good thing to do but terrified me. i know what happen to my life, ALLAH SWT know better than me. hahaha but don't worry i'm not a kind of lesbian, YA ALLAH please away me from that thing. its haram in ISLAM. i think i want to improve my social skill and perhaps i want to post my video in this blog. hahhaha just want to try it. like pretty good eh.
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